Thursday, November 22, 2012

A Howie Thurman Thanksgiving Prayer


Last Sunday, Dean Hill asked me to read this during the sermon.  It's a really awesome message of thanksgiving and I thought I'd repost it here, since anything I say on this particular day would pretty much pale in comparison.

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Today, I make my Sacrament of Thanksgiving.
I begin with the simple things of my days:
Fresh air to breathe,
Cool water to drink,
The taste of food,
The protection of houses and clothes,
The comforts of home.
For all these I make an act of Thanksgiving this day!

I bring to mind all the warmth of humankind that I have known:
My mother’s arms,
The strength of my father
The playmates of my childhood,
The wonderful stories brought to me from the lives
Of many who talked of days gone by when fairies
And giants and all kinds of magic held sway;
The tears I have shed, the tears I have seen;
The excitement of laughter and the twinkle in the
Eye with its reminder that life is good.
For all these I make an act of Thanksgiving this day

I finger one by one the messages of hope that awaited me at the crossroads:
The smile of approval from those who held in their hands the reins of my security;
The tightening of the grip in a simple handshake when I
Feared the step before me in darkness;
The whisper in my heart when the temptation was fiercest
And the claims of appetite were not to be denied;
The crucial word said, the simple sentence from an open
Page when my decision hung in the balance.
For all these I make an act of Thanksgiving this day.

I pass before me the main springs of my heritage:
The fruits of labors of countless generations who lived before me,
Without whom my own life would have no meaning;
The seers who saw visions and dreamed dreams;
The prophets who sensed a truth greater than the mind could grasp
And whose words would only find fulfillment
In the years which they would never see;
The workers whose sweat has watered the trees,
The leaves of which are for the healing of the nations;
The pilgrims who set their sails for lands beyond all horizons,
Whose courage made paths into new worlds and far off places;
The saviors whose blood was shed with a recklessness that only a dream
Could inspire and God could command.
For all this I make an act of Thanksgiving this day.

I linger over the meaning of my own life and the commitment
To which I give the loyalty of my heart and mind:
The little purposes in which I have shared my loves,
My desires, my gifts;
The restlessness which bottoms all I do with its stark insistence
That I have never done my best, I have never dared
To reach for the highest;

The big hope that never quite deserts me, that I and my kind
Will study war no more, that love and tenderness and all the
inner graces of Almighty affection will cover the life of the
children of God as the waters cover the sea.

All these and more than mind can think and heart can feel,
I make as my sacrament of Thanksgiving to Thee,
Our Father, in humbleness of mind and simplicity of heart.

Friday, November 16, 2012

I Sound Weird...

Woah, what's this???

That's right, the sermon transcript I posted the other week can now be accompanied by an audio file of me speaking right into your beautiful ears!  Take a listen!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

When the Question is Asked (Yes I Am That Nerdy)


A reading,
Ecclesiastes six-eleven.

 “The more the words,
The less the meaning,
And how does that profit anyone?”

The Word of God, for the People of God…
Thanks be to God.

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What do you read, my Lord?
Supralapsarianism, Transubstantiation…
Ontological, Teleological, Eschatological…
Hypostasis, Kenosis, Johannine…
Salvation, Baptism, Eucharist…
Grace.  Faith.  Hope.
Love.

What do you read, my Lord?
Words, words, words…
Full of sound and fury and signifying… something.
Ah, but brevity is the soul of wit!
Do you see what I did there?

The irony is not lost on me.
We gather today to celebrate words,
Or, more accurately, The Word.
And here I stand, in hipster glasses,
Head shaved, rockin' beard,
Hilarious shirt and ratty jeans...
Railing against words.
Just me and Qoheleth…
Versus the world.

Oh, we love Ecclesiastes, sure,
When he’s quoting The Byrds:
To everything, turn, turn, turn,
There is a season, turn, turn turn...
Or forming unbreakable cords.
But when he speaks unspeakable things,
No lectionary for you!
“Meaningless, vanity, hebel
Death and folly…”
We’ll have none of this!
There may be nothing new under the sun,
But the layers of dust have hidden a treasure
So old, it’s new all the same.

But I digress.  Another day, perhaps.
This is not a defense of Ecclesiastes.
This is not an attack on words.
This is my support… of silence.

Silence is not the opposite of sound.
It has a density and an effect.
Words and silence,
They are two sides of the same coin.
They are tools, but they are fragile things.
Over-used, they become dull,
Meaningless, one might even say.

Why say it in fifteen minutes,
When you can say it in ten?
In five?
In a minute?
A second?
An instant?
In silence…?

Silence has power!
It makes WALL-E and EVE
More believable than Jack and Rose.
It can chill the spine
When it’s quiet – too quiet.
It can make you weepy.
“Why didn’t she call me back?”
“He should have texted me by now!”

Words may have dulled,
But silence remains sharp.
So sharp, in fact, that we fear it.
Nowhere is this clearer than right here.
Not so much during worship,
Not in the quiet meditation,
Or the over-long breaths between takes.

It is the silence of God we fear most of all.

We read it over and over in the Bible.
Someone wakes up one day,
And they’ve got a direct line to The Name.
God speaks, they hear, we act.
Pretty straightforward.

So what’s the deal, God?
Where you at?!?
We wait, and we listen
And we long for your Voice!
And we’re left with this instead…
This… this silence…
It’s so big… and it scares us.
But not empty like you’d think.
It’s weighty and cumbersome,
And that’s so much worse!

We sit and we wait for
Answers,
Comfort,
Something…
Anything.
And it never comes.
All we have some days is the silence,
Your Silence.
When all the noise of the city washes away,
And the last note of the hymn stops reverberating,
And the whisper of the prayer is gone,
All we really have is Silence.
So much silence we drown in it.
So much silence it begins to permeate us.
It is so terrifying, and we beg and plead
For God to make the silence go away.
Another hymn,
Another prayer,
Another homily.

Because we have forgotten.
Yes, God is in the hymn.
Yes, God is in the prayer.
Yes, God is in the homily.
God is in me, and you.
God is in the words.
And God… is in the silence.

We have become disembodied.
We know how to hear with our ears.
When was the last time you listened?
With your hands?
With your feet?
With your heart?
With your soul?

Prophets weren’t lucky, hand-picked individuals.
It was not something special that let them audibly hear.
No, they just knew how to listen:
How to listen to a God who still speaks.
A God who speaks through silence to our very core.
A God who speaks in the spaces between words,
In the subtext below words.
A God who does not need our ears,
Who knows how to address something so primal.

So let yourself drown once in a while.
Let the silence fill your every pore.
Because God is there.

…Just… don’t expect words.
Because God knows, just like Qoheleth knew:
“The more the words, the less the meaning.”

And you two have some very big things to talk about.
Well…
You know what I mean.

Amen.