Monday, April 8, 2013

Fear and Loving in Virginia


What follows is a completely fabricated sermon for a hypothetical same-sex wedding.  Of course I could have written a regular old wedding sermon for my class, but I figured, what the hell?  Apologies for the slight cliche and schmaltz of the opening, but I was essentially making a bunch of stuff up, and the point wasn't to create a compelling narrative.

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I was pretty thrown when Amelia and Katherine first came to me asking me to marry them.  Not because I did not agree with their decision, but because I could have sworn they were already married!  They had been members of my church, an affirming congregation in the heart of southern Virginia, for only a short while, and by all appearances they could have passed quite convincingly (if you’ll forgive the careless wording).  They have a house, a car, a beautiful son; they have laughing conversations and the occasional spat; they volunteer at church – Katie leads Sunday school classes, Amy sings in the choir – you get the picture.  But the evidence was right there in front of me the entire time.  As my father loves to say, “if it was a snake, it would’ve bitten you!” 

No rings.  Let it never be said I am an overly-observant man.

So today we come to rectify that.  Frankly, my job is embarrassingly simple.  I am here make legal and public what God has been doing for years – to join these two women together in Holy Matrimony, a most sacred pleasure on my part.  It is a formality, a ceremony not so much of beginnings but of awareness.

It was nearly ten years ago that the two met, and to hear them tell the tale is a bit like watching a carefully crafted dance – passing the baton back and forth to ensure you get every angle of the story possible.  The theatrical nerd in me is unsurprised to know that everything began with a performance of Annie Get Your Gun, with Amelia as the titular lead and Katherine the stage manager.  Anyone with a modicum of stage-familiarity knows that this should have been a formula for disaster, but they made it work.  How else but by God’s guiding hand could an actress and a techie find love?

I will leave it to them to tell the rest of their story, given that they’ve crafted it, naturally, to an art form.  Instead, let us turn our eyes to two other love stories.  They may threaten to overshadow today’s ceremony, but I believe the happy couple will understand.

First is the story of Ruth and Naomi, a beautifully queer tale if ever there was one.  There has been much speculation how to read this tale of female-bonding, and I leave it to theologians more intrepid than I to tackle the ins and outs of what is left unsaid.  But there are some things we do know.  Ruth and Orpah are Moabites who have married into Naomi’s Jewish family.  They are outsiders.  Things only become more confused as, one-by-one, the women all lose their husbands.  They are left alone, with no reason to remain together.  Naomi has plans to go back to Bethlehem, and urges her daughters-in-law to go back to their own families in Moab.  They are young; they still have time to find themselves proper husbands.  Both remain steadfast in their desire to stay with her, though Orpah eventually loses her nerve and does as Naomi requests.  But not Ruth.  Ruth “clings” to Naomi – she knows all too well that there are some things more important than state-recognized legalisms.  Naomi is family, and has been for ten years.  What good would it do to leave her after ten years of love?    And so they go together to Bethlehem, because the Lord is there, delivering bread to his people as they die of starvation.

In spite of all the fear, Ruth makes her declaration of unity.  It is one read at hundreds if not thousands of weddings, but it seems particularly prescient today.  Again, no speculation, just the facts, ma’am.  Ruth knew it, Naomi knew it, Amelia knows it, Katherine knows it, I know it, all of you know it – “what God has joined together, let no one separate”.  Ruth refuses to let even the cold hand of death be a deterrent to her destined love.  In light of this passage, I don’t think I could ever include “til death do us part” in wedding vows ever again.

I hope you will forgive me for getting political here, but there is a lived reality we must recognize.  This wedding is, in many ways, an act of bravery.  When all is said and done, Amy and Katie, and many of us gathered here, will return back to the wilds of southern Virginia, to a state that refuses to recognize the love we now celebrate.  Much like Ruth and Naomi, their shared bond has no legal significance.  They will be two women who are very close, and that’s about it.  The house and car?  Those are Amy’s.  The boy with the unbreakable grin carrying the rings?  He’s Katie’s.  In another state, they would be shared in the eyes of the law, but back home, they are merely roommates.  But they must return to Bethlehem, because that is where there is hope, that is where there is salvation from the famine spreading across the land.

Because Virginia is home.  They may not have family there, but they will nonetheless be surrounded by loved ones.  Their siblings in Christ will surround them with what they need most.  Because in spite of everything I just told you, there is Good News.  There is always Good News.  We in the Church are, at the end of the day, in the business of Good News, of Gospel.

And if you think the story of Ruth and Naomi is a queer one, then I have something even better.  Amy and Katie have a man in their lives.  So do I, and I’m willing to bet some of you do too.  And, spoiler alert, it’s the same guy.  He’s old, but God Almighty does he know what love looks like, and you can’t help but want to be like him, a little more every day.  Who is this polyamorous stud to whom I refer?  Come on, folks, it’s not like I have to spell it out.  I know it’s not Sunday, but really.  I’m talking about none other than the one, the only, Jesus Christ.  The story of Bethlehem didn’t end with Ruth and Naomi, after all.  That baby boy born in a manger under a star grew up to be the very pinnacle of love.  Just like our Old Testament couple, even death couldn’t hold him down.  May the same be said of all of us, most especially those we are here to celebrate today.

Love is a powerful thing indeed.  It makes the world go ‘round.  It topples empires and builds up the brokenhearted.  And when you feel like the whole world is against you, it’s the one thing you can depend on.  Your love for one another, and for God, will see you through.

As we heard from First John, love is what will sustain you even when fear runs rampant.  Perfect love drives out fear.  And there’s a lot of fear back home.  There are those who will question the love you have.  They will use fear and hatred to convince you that what you are is wrong.    Politicians will debate around you, pastors will preach against you, pious and righteous people will condemn you.  And they will be wrong.

Because fear and love are not opposite sides of the same coin.  They are opposing forces of unequal power.  They are not in balance, nor should they be.  Fear comes from a place of weakness, of darkness, producing hatred and misery.  But love, real love, true love, the kind of love I see when you smile at one another?  That comes from a place of strength, of beauty, of perfection.  That spark of love may feel small, but it is more powerful than the collective fear of every law, every misused biblical quotation, every hateful word that comes against you.

And better yet, you are not alone.  And I don’t just mean the community that will surround you, and hold you, and care for you – though we will.  When you love, you emulate God.  In the act of loving one another, you become love, perfect love.  By doing so, you abide in God, and drive out the fear that seeks to silence you and those like you.

Don’t get me wrong, it won’t be easy.  I’m not going to pretend that things aren’t still quite difficult for the LGBTQ community.  It wasn’t that long ago that the United Methodist General Conference voted to maintain its stance on homosexuality in its Book of Discipline.  Some rather unkind words were said, to put it mildly.  We could not even agree to agree that we disagree.  Not long after, North Carolina, just a hop, skip, and a jump away from where we live and worship, decided by popular vote to include a ban on same-sex marriage in the state constitution. 

Sometimes it is those closest to us that cause us the most pain.  Perfect love may cast out fear, but it is not a battle easily won.  Sometimes fear wears the guise of love, and good intentions pave that most dangerous road.  When the Bible is used against a group of people, it is simpler by far to follow the path of the “love the sinner, hate the sin” mentality that refuses to recognize the person as a whole.  To love is to live in God, and so love must never be compartmentalized.

Still, hope springs eternal.  In 2010, Dan Savage began the “It Gets Better” project, which encourages LGBTQ teens across the globe with a positive message of wholehearted acceptance and love through YouTube confessional videos.  On election day 2012, Maine, Maryland, and Washington approved same-sex marriage, also by popular vote, and Minnesota kept a ban out of their constitution.  Our own president even voiced his belief in the freedom of all people to be married to the one they love.

Brothers, sisters, and those in-between, love is winning.  Day by day, love is driving out fear.  And this beautiful, glorious day is another notch, a signpost for the world pointing the way towards Perfect Love.  But Katherine and Amelia shouldn’t be congratulated simply for their marriage.  Ultimately, it is their love we must applaud.  It’s hard to love, and easier by far to be afraid.  That is why love is the stronger contestant.  It takes guts to be that bold, no matter who you are.  And that bold, courageous love is what will change the world for the better.

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